Bored and looking up lingerie ideas for bpics (ETA: may be : NSFW lingerie pics inside)

first i want to say it SUX BALLS to be a fat girl trying to find 'sexy lingerie' -- i'm growing bitter and I swear I'm on the verge of cancelling my freaking bpics. don't lingerie designers understand i want to maximize my boobs and minimize my stomach and look super hot at the same time?

(yeah i should be on my knees....praying for that miracle)

Fredericks has this in ginormous size for me---who knows if it will truly fit though:

But it would be in RED


or perhaps something like this?


ugh i can't FIND ANYTHING that fits! maybe i'm not destined to do this shiiiit.



pity party over.