I'm soooooooo trying

to eat right! What a P-I-T-A!

Yesterday was the first day since the wedding that I went a whole day eating like I should. I'm doing pretty good today too. (I had a veggie wrap for lunch, not sure how many calories in the wrap, but still a better choice than usual)

This is so hard for me. I've done it before and lost 96 lbs...I know I can get this weight off.

Part of me is so disgusted with myself for letting it get this far (I've gained back about 60 of those lost)
Part of me is so uncomfortable (It's just not comfy being chubby)
Part of me is disapointed for Michael (I want him to be proud of me...he says he is always proud of me though)

Then...there's the part of me that is excited to get back on track. I know this sounds ridiculous, but my clothes felt better this morning. Maybe it's in my head


I may be crazy, but every single morning I think the same thing when I wake up...'what did I eat yesterday?!' (Why do I do this?!) This morning was the first time since November that I told myself to calm down because I did good yesterday.

Sorry for the long, boring story. I just wanted to say I'm trying. Thanks girls!

good for you!!!!

Im doing this too!! gave up all junk food for lent!! day 3 and so far so good!
im even doing wii active!! (not the best workout, but it will do untill i get more motivation)

i just looking at all my old pictures (when i was looking for drunk ones) and looked at all my skinny pictures! and it makes me sad! cuz im pretty up there now!

we can doo this!! if you feel the need to eat something bad, just leave a post, and we help keep you on track!

Thank you soo much! I will totally do that. I find that when I'm on here I forget to snack

Good luck giving up those snacks! I think you look great by the way, so pretty.

I am SOOOOOOOOOOO with you on this sista! I have put on like 18 lbs since the wedding & I am so disgusted with myself & want to really start doing the right thing w/ eating & exercise, although I have been going back to the gym since right after Thanksgiving - the holidays didnt help w/the eating part - but it's been REALLY hard to take the weight off, plus it doesnt help that I have a sweet tooth the size of California....lol

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Posted by Tomlaur0808

I am SOOOOOOOOOOO with you on this sista! I have put on like 18 lbs since the wedding & I am so disgusted with myself & want to really start doing the right thing w/ eating & exercise, although I have been going back to the gym since right after Thanksgiving - the holidays didnt help w/the eating part - but it's been REALLY hard to take the weight off, plus it doesnt help that I have a sweet tooth the size of California....lol

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Me too! I can live on cookies and cupcakes!