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Posted by KerriJohnS

I go in for my pre op stuff tomorrow.

they just called me for all the information to register me in the hospital system for it.

I've never had surgery before. been put to sleep for my wisdom teeth to be pulled. i was a little baby with that.... ha and now that seems like nothing compared to this.

Wish me luck.

Thanks for all your kind words and the FM's I've been getting. i've def been reading every single one of them. I haven't gotten back to everyone.... sometimes I just can't write anything.... but I am reading and your stories and words do help so Thank You for that.

I am fortunate that I do have some friends who constantly check in on me. When things like this happen you tend to be ignored. people who just don't know what to say just don't say anything at all. so it's nice that so far the opposite seems to be happening with some people. I'm happy for that.

This is single handedly the hardest thing I've ever gone through in my entire life. i wouldn't wish this on anyone ever at all. I may never fully get over it.... but in the end I will be OK and we will try again when we get the OK. Ahh... i try to be strong, even when I'm a mess.

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