Rumbling in my womb not a noise - the feeling of forces slowly congregating. I feel the power gathering in my eyes, in my ears, streaming through my body sharpening my perception.
Hours of increase the rising tide, methodical lapping waves of birth energy flooding my being.
I'm afraid of drowning losing myself to this vast ocean of strength threatening to overwhelm what I feel as familiar experience.
My lighthouse the gentle soothing eyes of my soul-mate guiding me out of my turbulent sea my quaking and shuddering body of waves giving birth.
Something happens to one on an ocean surrounded by waters alone, where there's nothing to relate to but tremendous undulating movement. The mind lets go. The identity sinks away until one becomes what is perceived the endless, timeless, seething force of ocean ones' former self slips away unwillingly.
The waves of birth for hours jostle me. I, too, reach the transition like one on the waters alone where the enormous will of nature is All that I know All that I feel All that I am, drowning out my former self but not without a struggle.
Expansive, deliberate Force, I am delivering the child. Quaking bellowing heaving erupting releasing all
She is Born! She is Born! slippery, wet and silver turning to glowing pink