Am I a bridezilla?

OK, a few things happened over the holidays that irked my nerves, which maybe shouldn't have....
My cousin gets engaged, and is targeting May 2008 for his wedding.... ***??? This is supposed to be my time and my year, now someone gotta go stealing the spotlight, and my cheap a$$ relatives are gonna say ' Well we had to go to 2 weddings this year, thats why we couldn't give you a lot.' Grrrrrrr...... so mad. This may be due in part to my middle child syndrome as well as my bridezilla-itis.
Then my friend gets engaged. So happy for her. Then she starts telling me about her ring, 2 1/2 freakin carats!!!! DAMN!!!! I felt the little green eyed monster squeezing my arm on that one! Another 2008 wedding.

Sorry just hadda vent.
*** edited post for more venting.

Then my friend that told me she would be upset if I had my eparty at the GWM, cause she was gonna get married there, changed it to she would be honored if I had it there. After I went crazy looking for another place. And is booking CLM (which I like better), it's just the point.

, You are not a (icon for bride-zilla)... We all, (I) felt the same way... 2 of my cousins are getting married in 08 too, one cousin got engaged 10 months after me & is getting married 6 months before me, the other is unsure when...

Even guys feel this way, isn't not its wanting your time to shine! My Brother is shopping for the (LOVE his GF ) yet, he said he's going to wait so that it doesn't look ike he's jumpong on the band wagon (my 23yr old brother said band wagaon )

I would get upset over the e-party then. VERY pissed off if someone said that to me. I would tell them to f-off and don't come. I don't like that at all.

As for the the engagement/getting married the same year I would be upset at first but then when you think about it really isn't a big deal. My cuz is getting married five months after me and i think its great. the family can be happy for both of us.

The ring thing i understand that. my rock is smaller then most people's e-ring but since i am not a ring person it doesn't bother me. But when i see a huge rock when they go oh lets see yours i kinda cringe a little bit because its not that i am embarrased its the look on the face that freaks me out of the person with the big rock. OH how cute! ahahahh

i do not thing your a bridezilla jjust have a normal reaction to things.