ARE YOU LOOKIN' FOR ME! (a little long)
Hey chicklets!
I was craking up! I got a call from Joyce, an email and call from Madeline saying that you were all looking for me....THANK YOU! It's so nice to be missed- and I really mean that!
I haven't been on since last week and even then it was here and there. I just wanted to touch base with all of you. Life is so hectic right now.
One of the machines at work is getting replaced so they have split the patient load. Right now I have about 39 patients. I am the lead on the machine so I am in charge of everything that has to do with each patient plus the 3 other therapists that I work with. I was supposed to leave Mon. at 3:30 but didn't get out until 5pm. By the time I get home I am exhausted and it's only going to get worse. It also seems that no matter how hard I work or how much work I do- it's not enough. I get criticized and am completely unappreciated by my superiors- however, my patients thank me and I love them so they are worth it.
My brother is moving soon so I have helped them out a couple of times. I watched the kids one Saturday. I want to help them more but it's impossible at the moment. When they actually move then I will help them clean and unpack.
I am having surgery on February 5th. I have two huge non- cancerous masses. One on my back and one on my neck. They are very painful. Another reason why I haven't been on bc the one on my back is growing into the muscle and sends pain down my arm so it's hard to type after awhile. That one dosen't concern me. The one on my neck I am very scared about. It's nestled in the hollow part behind the clavical. The mass has grown so that it wraps around the front of my neck. He said it's going to leave a scar- OK- scars are sexy and I can deal with that. But there are a lot of nerves and underlying structures in the neck. He said there is a possibility that I may have weakness or slight paralysis. It's temporary. How temporary? Don't know. If I weren't in pain I wouldn't do it until after the wedding. I keep thinking what if I get something simillar to bells palsey? I postpone the whole wedding.
ON A CHEERIER NOTE
I addressed, stuffed, stamped, and sealed all my invitations.
I am going to mail them out on Feb 1st! (H
ly cr@p). I also booked my Rehearsal and Rehearsal Dinner for April 12th. I got my invitations for the girls to the spa and the bathrobes and slippers came in!
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! I don't know who got married last weekend or this weekend. I'm missing it! We've been waiting for this and i'm missing it!! So next week I will be on here more and when I have my surgery there will be lots of catching up to do!
I have the whole week off to recouperate. I have to go see Grandma too!
I weighed myself today bc I forgot to yesterday and I lost 6 pounds this week. Can you say S-T-R-E-S-S!!!
THANK YOU so much for thinking of me! I have been thinking of all of you too!
Love ya's lots chicklets!!!!
Nicole
Now i'm off to bed bc I have to get up at 4:30!![]()
I was craking up! I got a call from Joyce, an email and call from Madeline saying that you were all looking for me....THANK YOU! It's so nice to be missed- and I really mean that!
I haven't been on since last week and even then it was here and there. I just wanted to touch base with all of you. Life is so hectic right now.
One of the machines at work is getting replaced so they have split the patient load. Right now I have about 39 patients. I am the lead on the machine so I am in charge of everything that has to do with each patient plus the 3 other therapists that I work with. I was supposed to leave Mon. at 3:30 but didn't get out until 5pm. By the time I get home I am exhausted and it's only going to get worse. It also seems that no matter how hard I work or how much work I do- it's not enough. I get criticized and am completely unappreciated by my superiors- however, my patients thank me and I love them so they are worth it.
My brother is moving soon so I have helped them out a couple of times. I watched the kids one Saturday. I want to help them more but it's impossible at the moment. When they actually move then I will help them clean and unpack.
I am having surgery on February 5th. I have two huge non- cancerous masses. One on my back and one on my neck. They are very painful. Another reason why I haven't been on bc the one on my back is growing into the muscle and sends pain down my arm so it's hard to type after awhile. That one dosen't concern me. The one on my neck I am very scared about. It's nestled in the hollow part behind the clavical. The mass has grown so that it wraps around the front of my neck. He said it's going to leave a scar- OK- scars are sexy and I can deal with that. But there are a lot of nerves and underlying structures in the neck. He said there is a possibility that I may have weakness or slight paralysis. It's temporary. How temporary? Don't know. If I weren't in pain I wouldn't do it until after the wedding. I keep thinking what if I get something simillar to bells palsey? I postpone the whole wedding.
ON A CHEERIER NOTE
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH!! I don't know who got married last weekend or this weekend. I'm missing it! We've been waiting for this and i'm missing it!! So next week I will be on here more and when I have my surgery there will be lots of catching up to do!
I weighed myself today bc I forgot to yesterday and I lost 6 pounds this week. Can you say S-T-R-E-S-S!!!
THANK YOU so much for thinking of me! I have been thinking of all of you too!
Love ya's lots chicklets!!!!
Nicole
Now i'm off to bed bc I have to get up at 4:30!