As it comes closer to your wedding....

Do you find yourself not wanting to come here because it stresses you out really bad???


It has nothing to do with any of you guys...its my own craziness but i find myself looking through threads that give me mini anxiety attacks....like i feel like im not close to ready with the planning and when i see how everyone else is doing so amazing i freak out.

I think im just gonna stay away from the site until after the wedding...i mean i havent been around much anyway lately but with the house (we're homeless as of aug 1, no set closing date yet, my commitment ends on july 31, wedding aug 14) and the wedding i feel my sanity spinning out of control. Im resenting the decision to buy the house, only because its ruining the wedding planning for me....if that makes sense.

Bah...i think i should just stay away..

Sorry im such a downer on this beautiful Sunday morning

I'm a little stressed out seeing how much more my fellow October brides have checked off their list than I have!

So I just don't read the checklist posts anymore

omggg yes i feel like the moment i read a few threads i get this weird feeling and i cant breath lol because its like a constant reminder that your time is coming and you have 100000 things to do

i even went out and purchased a few herbal pills to calm me down lol

I have 5 + days to go but I'm happy to distract myself and stay on here. But maybe that's me.

Unfortunately, I'd better get started on my day. Lots to do! But I'll be around later!