BUTTERFILES....

I woke up this morning with BIG butterfiles in my stomach. Its probably because, yesterday I was updating my bosses calendar and realized I only have 1 month left and tomorrow is April 1st -- and so many things to do still, I could just

Don't feel bad. I started to cry last night for no apparent reason. I feel so overwhelmed between, work, grad school and the wedding! Just keep thinking honeymoon!!!!!

my breakdown was the other night... i couldn't find my wedding rice to make more throws and was just feeling VERY stressed out!
luckily it wasn't in front of FH so he doesn't realize how crazy i am!! LMAO!

My nerves have been getting the best of me too. Last night FI was standing in front of the TV and I was trying to see something...I screamed at him...he was stunned...Not Normal!

wow at least I'm not alone. I've been crying in the car going to work and driving home... for no reason. I hear a song and i just start bawling! Some guy lets me cut in and there go the water works... LOL..
I just keep reminding myself, one more month and hopefully I'll be normal again.

~deb

ps.. anyone on the LIE see a woman crying in her car, it's me!