Dear Jessica

It saddens me to have to write this to you. For almost a year now, you and I were inseparable. After years of an on again, off again type romance, I thought I finally had you forever.

And yet, you have disappeared from me once again. Where have you gone? What have I done? Did you not like the way I made your body feel? Did all those sweat filled hours mean nothing to you?

Every day I look for your face, hungry and determined, to show up at my door. Others come and go, but you are no where to be found.

I don't understand. I thought we had something....special, but you seem to be able to come and go in and out of my life so easily. What can I do to make you stay? What can I do to make you love me again?

I know you loved our time together. I know, once again I will see you panting, red faced, satisfied and content. Until that day, I will wait for you.

Always,
Gym

tell him I say hi.
He will have no idea who I am.

I think my Gym could have written this about me! I was all set to head to Gym today but laziness won out.

go to the gym

I am going. call me, and well be those guys who talk on cell phones loudly while on treadmill

I would love to. but we still have a lot to do and I need any spare energy I have.

the rub is, going to the gym gives me MORE energy...just not in my first days back.

so, I'm more tired now b/c I haven't been going, BUT if I do go before we get this stuff done, I'll be pretty useless at home.

I think I may lunge around the apartment...do some crunches and tricep dips....something. anything.

I feel like