Do you ever wonder....why?

I'm sitting here, for hours and hours piecing together beautiful invitations.....and while i still have a bazillion more steps in my intricate invites.....i wonder....WHAT THE HEL L WAS I THINKING!!!!

why am i spending SO much time to make something that I've never kept from other weddings.....so i can have people think oh how lovely, these are so elegant?

sorry momentary bride meltdown....i'm done =)

I just got finished with HELL week. I waited until the last minute and spent the last 7 days doing:

160 menus all glued jeweled etc
chair bows
place cards
cardbox
all my rd stuff
memory candle
favors etc I worked 22 out of 24 hours

Today is my first day off before the wedding on Friday I wish I would have purchased it all!