DONT EVER GO TO BED MAD , repost 07 board PLEASE READ

For those of you that dont know , I had a bit of a scare today , to say the least..

& i dont ever post personal issues, but I felt with all the planning we are doing , as brides , that in the grand scheme of it all, what would we have if we didnt have our fh & family.

My FH was , or could have been mangled or killed this morning .... Yes you heard me right & I want to thanx the man above for not taking him from me ..

I really dont know what I'd do without him , & not beacuse I could have lost him .. I appreciate him ever second , he knows that & those that know us , know this too !!

He is my right arm & today really put a huge scare into me . ( & him)

He was on his way to work , on his bike , & a dumb ignorant idiot made a illegal u turn outta no where & she hit him !!!

My fh was not going slow , nor fast , but he was ejected off the bike & went flying in the air & ended up 20 feet away from the car & bike.. He landed on his knee & hands , his helmut thank god again saved his life probably.

Hindsight , we think that he had a outter body experience..

Right after he landed on the street , he immed called me , 8 am & said ,, Tone, I was hit.
& Then the phone went dead.. He sounded 1/2 asleep to me . & i was like whatttt.. No answer .
I called him back a bazillion times in what seemed like forever , which was only like 1 min & he didnt ans his phone.. I then hit panic mode

I then ran out the door in my pajamas, screaming to my mom that he was hit.. I
n my mind he was DEAD. That I couldnt get him on the phone & i was the first & last person he called , was what went thru my mind..

I would never ever ever ever want to feel that sinking scared feeling again, nor would I want to wish that on anyone..

I jumped in my car & took off , knowing he takes the same route every day I blasted thru the streets & finally there he was,,

he was on his feet , yelling at the lady , so I was like ok he is fine ,,LOL .. Now I can LOL about it ..

Naturally he was upset , he explained it perfect , my dad is a retired cop, if he was shot & lived he would probably wanna attack the person that did it , ( well he was but thats a whole other story) but just like my dad , fh was upset that someone hit him & he was laying on the ground & no one , not a single soul came over , the lady in the car, the man in the gas station ,no one , just to say are you ok, ,, they all just stood around him like he was dead.. He didnt hear them but saw them !!! This was in that sec that he called me . Some how he had the wits to get to me .. !!!

Well Ive rambled on long enuff, its 12:30 am , & this happened @ 8am , along with my mom havin a mini type of surgery, after he had the accident. Needless to say , Its been one hell of a day for this family !!!! My brain is fried , my wits are done , im shot emotionlly ..

I just wanted to tell all u girls out there, dont ever go to bed mad, always say I love u , to the ones who u love. You just never know what is gonna be thrown at you ..

Im just so thanx full that, my mom is ok, & I can go to bed with my fh & he is still with me.. 2 of the most important people in my life today had some trauma & we all made it thru ..

FH is brused, road rash , in a lil pain , if ya saw his bike, well its a miracle looking at that , knowing he lived.. The arsewhole that hit him , well she is a arsewhole & in the end , she was only worried about her 1980 dodge that had a tiny dent from my FH head.. God knows what his body is gonna feel like tmrw ,, ouch

Another note, they say that loud pipes save lives, well next time ya hear a loud bike, dont roll your eyes , remember you heard it , & that just may have saved that persons life too..

& dont ever go to bed mad.. Ever, last night could have been the last night I had with him.. ..

I luv u baby , & Im glad u are still here with me,, You cant get outta the wedding that easily .. LOL

xoxo

sorry so long,,

tone