Feeling better today
Just wanted to let everyone know that I am feeling a little better today. Last night I was talking to FH and telling him how sad I am about my mom's friend dying. He asked me if I was sad about her passing or worried about her dying close to our wedding? I told him I was worried about both, but I was more worried about it being disrespectful to be happy while someone close to me is dying. He told me that I need to stop being guilty because it will only stress me out and make me sick.
I also realized as I rambled on about how many people will be left behind (4 sons, 2 daughters-in-law, 2 grandchildren, 2 nephews who are like sons, a devoted sister, a devoted MOTHER in her 80's and a close circle of friends to name a few), she is fortunate to have had all that she has. Some people never get that far in life or have that much goodness.
It won't be easy when she passes, but I can take comfort in knowing that she has had good things in life.
Thanks for listening.
I also realized as I rambled on about how many people will be left behind (4 sons, 2 daughters-in-law, 2 grandchildren, 2 nephews who are like sons, a devoted sister, a devoted MOTHER in her 80's and a close circle of friends to name a few), she is fortunate to have had all that she has. Some people never get that far in life or have that much goodness.
It won't be easy when she passes, but I can take comfort in knowing that she has had good things in life.
Thanks for listening.
