feeling miserable....

i feel like i'm going to break down...

for some reason, today i realized how much money we need to spend, and how much we dont have! we are looking into our video and i'm really stressing out at how much it will be if we change directions. i LOVE the videos of this one company, but the guy i like can't shoot it, he'll see if the other guy is available, but its almost like, if it wasn't him, i don't want to spend the money, even though i know his company does amazing things. sigh.... we have our engagment dinner this weekend. let's hope i can get over this feeling and just have fun!!!

it will all work out in time..hang in there.... you can do this

I go in and out of phases like this all the time! It's soo stressful...but I just keep trying to stay focused on the whole reason for doing it. I keep asking myself, is it REALLY worth it? Don't worry...this feeling will pass I'm sure...

Hope you don't feel miserable too much longer...

it will all be ok u will figure a way to get everything done..one thing at a time..try not to think of it at least for this weekend and have a good time..u deserve it