feeling very moody and sad and i dont know why! =/

hey girls. so i guess i need to vent a little tonight. but to be honest i really dont know what i am really venting about, lol. yeah i sound pretty crazy and strange right now i know, but i am going thru this emotion right now where i am just blahh for no reason and feeling very down! this wedding planning is really stressing me out! i have soo soo much to do and i feel like i am getting nothing done and there is no time! i have just been putting the little things i have to do aside and its driving me crazy! i have such a horrible procastanater and i put everything to the side than i start to lose it because i realize i am running out of time and need to get stuff done. so yeah its partially my fault why i am feeling like this now! also another reason why i am soo stressed is cause i want so much and i feel like there is not enough money for everything i want and that really makes me sad! =( yeah what a bridezilla i am being right now right? i guess ill admit to that, hehe! i want to do so much and order so many different things because of course i suck at DIY things myself and i just feel like everything is soo expensive and there is not enough money and i dont want to go into dept cause of my wedding! :( we are getting so much help from our both parents and all but we are paying for lots ourselves as well! FH keeps telling me you dont need this and you dont need that so stop stressing yourself. but i do need it and i do want it and i want the best wedding and i want everything to be beautiful! and now to even think about how many girls i have in the bridal party and the gifts i still have to get for them and i dont want to be cheap and i want to get them something nice each, its just driving me crazy cause everything is soo expensive!!!!!! =( yeahh so i guess the reason i am feeling so down and moody right now is cause i have realized not only do i have so much to do for the wedding and nothing is getting done =( especially this damn guest list and address so i can send the save the dates out, yes STILL! =( and partly because also i feel like there is not enough money for everything i want and feel i need for my wedding.. lol, so this was my venting and i am sorry girls for such a long post.. and thanks for listening to me girls, you girls are the best and dont know what i would do with this site.. even though it has been this sites fault partially for why i want everything and need everything cause of this site i have ran into so many different ideas and things for my wedding and if it wasnt for this site i wouldnt be spending loads of money on these things for my wedding cause i would have never thought of it!!!!! haha!!!

i love you girls and i love this site.. despite the lovely dept you LIW will be putting me in.. hahahahaha!!



ughh who would of ever thought planning a wedding would be sooo hard and stressful and really take so much of you!! =( as much as some parts of it is fun, most of it is very stressful and only headaches.. but i guess ill say i wouldnt take it back cause i am happy to be planning my wonderful wedding.. i just wish i had more help from FH but i guess this is the typical guys, lol!

i am just scared i wont have everything i want done by the time of my wedding and i will freak out.. i guess i should really just start getting my butt up there and doing what i have to do.. lol!

ok deep breaths n relax........every bride goes through this..wedding planning is fun but very stressful..dont worrry u will get it all done

I had my freakout fit this weekend...and believe me, you're going to feel SO much better now that you just got that out.

It will get done...just organize everything you have to do into a physical list. Once you can see it all written out, it's so much easier to go through. Good luck!

You definitely will! I had my freakout this week. Maybe its a combination of the cold weather making everyone blah, and the stress. It will all be okay, try to take it one day at a time!

I feel the same way. Well I am a good Diyer.. that's the only difference. ha ha. But we all go through these emotions about it all. It will be ok. Just take it all one day at a atime. Oh and my STD's aren't out yet either. I didn't even finish making them... PRCRASTINATION!!! It's AWFUL! I started them in September/October. There's just no excuse! Sh*t Happens.

But it will be ok endlesslove! things will fall into place. And the next thing you finish will send you soaring through the roof and you will be all giddy and happy again... such is the rollercoaster of wedding planning.

We all understand because we all are going through the same exact thing! Just at different stages.. that's why we can help one another out so much!

Us girls love you right back!

Ok....now I am wondering why I am NOT freaking out.....we are getting married the same day and I am like so nonchalant...and I'm not trying to brag either so don't get the wrong impression....

Is this freaking out going to come out of left field and hit me one day???

Hang in there!!!!

Dont worry about the planning, you have plenty of time and everything will get done. Take a few minutes to just sit back and relax.

I was going through this in Dec when FH had hernia surgery adn then we had the holidays to get through. I didnt do anything for the wedding since OCt ( I was in a wedding in Nov as well) The best thing FH did for me was we actually went on a date night. We had gotten a few gift certificates for the movies and dinner so we went out, didnt talk about the wedding so that I wouldnt freak out on what I had to do and it was so nice to just get out and have some nice quality time togther.

You would be surprised when getting away from the wedding stuff for a night can do. After that I was a little calmer adn was able to start focusing on what I had to do and not EVERYTHING that had to be done in the next however many months

you girls are AMAZING! :) thank you so so much for letting me vent and reading my long post and hearing me out and being there to give me feedback on my stupid issues, haha.. you girls are the best and i love you girls!!!!!!!!!! =)


PS: i seriously want you girls at my wedding.. HAHA! :) i feel like i know you girls personally and for such a long time already, its crazy.. we are like a whole family here, its awesome! =D

with that said.. without a doubt if i dont get at least 200 people saying yes you girls willl soo be told and will be at my wedding to partyyyyyyy, haha! ;)