getting a little nervous
My Bachellorette party is next weekend. Friday night we are going to dinner in the city... something fun ..probably lucky cheng's or lips. Then sat. morning the limo is picking us up to go to AC til Sunday.
here's why i'm nervous: The past week or 2 i've been having a lot of shortness of breath.. i went to the ER 2 times and got an albuterol treatment. I don't have asthma but i do smoke and i do have panic attacks that result in me feeling like i cant breathe at times. I went to the doc last night and he said my lungs sound good ( i was wheezing start of the week) ..but wants me to finish my antibiotic and take a mild inhaler if needed. But i've been so nervous about feeling that way and rushing to the ER again that i am super worried about being away for the night. I know it sounds silly.. but i wont have the comfort of my Doc. being around the corner and the hospital being right there and the ride to AC is pretty long. And i would feel terrible if i had an episode like that while i was away when my girls are paying for me to have this great weekend that i've been looking forward to for so long. Even right now i dont feel great. The doc is working with me to quit smoking..cause i know that will help a lot.. but with my panic attacks being so bad lately(probably from all the stress leading up to the wedding).. i'm not sure if that will still contribute to it. I already have xanax which normally helps but hasn't been helping as much lately due to the fact that i am actually having shortness of breath and not just panic.
I don't know wat to do.. but i'm getting really anxious about it![]()
sorry just needed to get that out!!!
here's why i'm nervous: The past week or 2 i've been having a lot of shortness of breath.. i went to the ER 2 times and got an albuterol treatment. I don't have asthma but i do smoke and i do have panic attacks that result in me feeling like i cant breathe at times. I went to the doc last night and he said my lungs sound good ( i was wheezing start of the week) ..but wants me to finish my antibiotic and take a mild inhaler if needed. But i've been so nervous about feeling that way and rushing to the ER again that i am super worried about being away for the night. I know it sounds silly.. but i wont have the comfort of my Doc. being around the corner and the hospital being right there and the ride to AC is pretty long. And i would feel terrible if i had an episode like that while i was away when my girls are paying for me to have this great weekend that i've been looking forward to for so long. Even right now i dont feel great. The doc is working with me to quit smoking..cause i know that will help a lot.. but with my panic attacks being so bad lately(probably from all the stress leading up to the wedding).. i'm not sure if that will still contribute to it. I already have xanax which normally helps but hasn't been helping as much lately due to the fact that i am actually having shortness of breath and not just panic.
I don't know wat to do.. but i'm getting really anxious about it
sorry just needed to get that out!!!