having the worst week ever..

i am in need of some serious hugs!

first off school is pissing me off, i bascially was told i would not be allowed to enter the nursing program, based on a grade i got nearly 4 years ago in PSYCH ....i have to go meet w/ the dean and get a pardon! ugh...i cried my eyes out for like 3 hours about this ..

then i was soo disappointed about twoty, i reallllyyyyy wanted to be apart it, and had been dreaming about it since the twoty 2 years ago...i was soooooo pumped and excited and dreams were shattered instantly ...and that added another two hours of crying


so today i woke up puffed eyed, swollen lips been very dizzy and have had a headache for like 2 days now...and all that good stuff, and my doc is saying its prob from getting the H1N1 shot...greeeeeeaaaaattttt that makes me feel SOOOO good

and then i get an email from my photographer that me album proof was ready and i am SOOOOOOOO freaking disappointed with it. it was nothing what i expected it to be. My friend used the same photographer and when she got her album i was SOO WOWED by it and excited for mine, and i started crying again b/c they said i can only make 5 changes, after than its 10 to change a picture...w tf is that??????? how hard is it to make these changes...i could of done a better job at shutterfly or snapfish

ugh i think im gonna go crawl in a hole, and not come out till spring....BOOOOO


thanks for letting me vent