HELP: DOC problem & i dont know what to do

I booked my DOC last year because she had amazing prices (I'm only paying like $250 for her services) and I couldnt afford anything more. I've been emailing her and such but havent heard from her in awhile. I did a little research and asked around only to find that some ladies who used her on LIW had TERRIBLE experiences with her. I left her a $50 deposit and I doubt that I'll be able to get it back, not to mention, if I cancel with her, I'm out of a DOC and I cant afford anything more than what I was paying her. My FH says that we dont need one, but I'm VERY anxious about the wedding and have a major fear of things not being done right or things going wrong and I just cant be worried about those things on the wedding day -- I dont want to be a stressed bride. What shoudl I do???? Is anyone using a DOC that charges a similar price?

Thanks girls

If she got such bad reviews, then I wouldn't use her. She doesn't seem very reliable either if she doesn't respond to your emails.

Good Luck finding another DOC.