HOLY POOHSTICKS BATMAN!!

4 months from today - I shall become a Mrs.

This makes me so happy about marrying FH - but also terribly freaked out about the attention that will be paid to me.

I started therapy last night so that I can try and get over the 'please don't look at me thing'....so let's all hope by then I can enjoy the day and not freak out that people are looking at me!!!

yay! four months!!



and that is so great about the therapy! let me know how it goes!!!

I am going to to the doctor on monday ( it was supposed to be yesterday but she cancelled on me! ) for some anti-anxiety pills. . . hopefully that will help me out too!!!

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Posted by ant n tilde

yay! four months!!



and that is so great about the therapy! let me know how it goes!!!

I am going to to the doctor on monday ( it was supposed to be yesterday but she cancelled on me! ) for some anti-anxiety pills. . . hopefully that will help me out too!!!

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I have to be honest & say that for our e-pics - I took two xanax(generic) and they did allow me to relax...so they helped a lot.

When I told the doc that yesterday she seemed to be pleased that they helped! She said we have a LOT of work to do - but we can hopefully improve how I feel quite a bit in the 4 months left..

awe, you poor thing!!

but to 4 months!!!

am at your title!

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Posted by davenjess

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Posted by ant n tilde

yay! four months!!



and that is so great about the therapy! let me know how it goes!!!

I am going to to the doctor on monday ( it was supposed to be yesterday but she cancelled on me! ) for some anti-anxiety pills. . . hopefully that will help me out too!!!

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I have to be honest & say that for our e-pics - I took two xanax(generic) and they did allow me to relax...so they helped a lot.

When I told the doc that yesterday she seemed to be pleased that they helped! She said we have a LOT of work to do - but we can hopefully improve how I feel quite a bit in the 4 months left..

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4 months is plenty of time!!

thanks for being honest - if i do need something for the wedding day i want to make sure i dont look or feel 'high' - i want to be THERE to enjoy every minute!

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Posted by ant n tilde

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Posted by davenjess

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Posted by ant n tilde

yay! four months!!



and that is so great about the therapy! let me know how it goes!!!

I am going to to the doctor on monday ( it was supposed to be yesterday but she cancelled on me! ) for some anti-anxiety pills. . . hopefully that will help me out too!!!

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I have to be honest & say that for our e-pics - I took two xanax(generic) and they did allow me to relax...so they helped a lot.

When I told the doc that yesterday she seemed to be pleased that they helped! She said we have a LOT of work to do - but we can hopefully improve how I feel quite a bit in the 4 months left..

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4 months is plenty of time!!

thanks for being honest - if i do need something for the wedding day i want to make sure i dont look or feel 'high' - i want to be THERE to enjoy every minute!

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No problem. I figure if you're going to write on here - may as well be who you really are..

I can tell you that i've taken the Xanax generics 3 times total in the past (1 at a atime, when dealing with his mother). They never really did much - but when I took the two at one time - it made me REALLY tired - but once we got into it & started taking pics - I was fine. I fell asleep in the car on the way to Adventureland from the photographers' house - but when I woke up - I didn't feel anxiety or nervous anymore...i didn't feel stoned or high - i just felt, hmmm.....maybe giggly - maybe like things just didn't bother me.... I can't really describe it...but it wasn't really a high..(then again - i never smoked pot, so I can't really know). I know every single thing that happened - I remember every minute of it but I wasn't freaking out because the camera was aimed at me...

Wow - that turned out long... Hope it helps ya in some way!

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Posted by futuremrsfab

am at your title!

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She does - oh boyo - trust me - she does!!!!

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Posted by davenjess

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Posted by ant n tilde

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Posted by davenjess

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Posted by ant n tilde

yay! four months!!



and that is so great about the therapy! let me know how it goes!!!

I am going to to the doctor on monday ( it was supposed to be yesterday but she cancelled on me! ) for some anti-anxiety pills. . . hopefully that will help me out too!!!

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I have to be honest & say that for our e-pics - I took two xanax(generic) and they did allow me to relax...so they helped a lot.

When I told the doc that yesterday she seemed to be pleased that they helped! She said we have a LOT of work to do - but we can hopefully improve how I feel quite a bit in the 4 months left..

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4 months is plenty of time!!

thanks for being honest - if i do need something for the wedding day i want to make sure i dont look or feel 'high' - i want to be THERE to enjoy every minute!

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No problem. I figure if you're going to write on here - may as well be who you really are..

I can tell you that i've taken the Xanax generics 3 times total in the past (1 at a atime, when dealing with his mother). They never really did much - but when I took the two at one time - it made me REALLY tired - but once we got into it & started taking pics - I was fine. I fell asleep in the car on the way to Adventureland from the photographers' house - but when I woke up - I didn't feel anxiety or nervous anymore...i didn't feel stoned or high - i just felt, hmmm.....maybe giggly - maybe like things just didn't bother me.... I can't really describe it...but it wasn't really a high..(then again - i never smoked pot, so I can't really know). I know every single thing that happened - I remember every minute of it but I wasn't freaking out because the camera was aimed at me...

Wow - that turned out long... Hope it helps ya in some way!

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thank you so much!! that was really helpful!

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Posted by ant n tilde

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Posted by davenjess

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Posted by ant n tilde

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Posted by davenjess

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Posted by ant n tilde

yay! four months!!



and that is so great about the therapy! let me know how it goes!!!

I am going to to the doctor on monday ( it was supposed to be yesterday but she cancelled on me! ) for some anti-anxiety pills. . . hopefully that will help me out too!!!

---

I have to be honest & say that for our e-pics - I took two xanax(generic) and they did allow me to relax...so they helped a lot.

When I told the doc that yesterday she seemed to be pleased that they helped! She said we have a LOT of work to do - but we can hopefully improve how I feel quite a bit in the 4 months left..

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4 months is plenty of time!!

thanks for being honest - if i do need something for the wedding day i want to make sure i dont look or feel 'high' - i want to be THERE to enjoy every minute!

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No problem. I figure if you're going to write on here - may as well be who you really are..

I can tell you that i've taken the Xanax generics 3 times total in the past (1 at a atime, when dealing with his mother). They never really did much - but when I took the two at one time - it made me REALLY tired - but once we got into it & started taking pics - I was fine. I fell asleep in the car on the way to Adventureland from the photographers' house - but when I woke up - I didn't feel anxiety or nervous anymore...i didn't feel stoned or high - i just felt, hmmm.....maybe giggly - maybe like things just didn't bother me.... I can't really describe it...but it wasn't really a high..(then again - i never smoked pot, so I can't really know). I know every single thing that happened - I remember every minute of it but I wasn't freaking out because the camera was aimed at me...

Wow - that turned out long... Hope it helps ya in some way!

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thank you so much!! that was really helpful!

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You're VERY welcome - FM me any time if you have any other ??

OMG thats crazy!!!!!

good luck with the therapy - that is a great step you made by deciding to go & help yourself!!

please keep us updated!!

my BF was like this - and she did fine. Really wasnt as bad as she thought