I feel like I am going crazy....

Well FH is on his BP in Vegas right now...(.I went last weekend for mine) so I came up to log on LIW and when I typed.... a list of websites droped down & they were reverse # look ups. so I looked at the #'s & 1 was my doc, & 1 was my bridal store, so it appears the my FH took #'s he didn't recognize in my phone to look them up......so this made me think why was he so suspicious - So I looked in the house phone & saw a # that looked like his ex's. So crazy me looked everywhere to find his adress book with all his # cause I know she was in there.

Well it wasn't her # but I found quite a few things in the process of looking Like a old tape of him and some girl... I don't know what to do now.....Do I call and ruin his trip or do I wait till he gets home - say nothing but leave it in the VCR?
I don't know....I have been burned bad in the past and I hate that I can trust NO man.

a tape as in like a video of them... doing... ??? do you guys live together? i'm sorry but if it is what i think it is... then i do have to question why he is holding onto that if he is marrying you in less than 2 months.
however, no, i don't think you should call him while he is in vegas... it seems to me that there is a bit of a trust issue between the 2 of you... that's a pretty serious conversation. not one to have with him while he is at his bachelor's party. i know that this is all probably eating you alive, and your head is probably spinning with a million different thoughts, however, i think it would be best to wait until you can have a real conversation with him, face to face.
if i were you, i would explain that you noticed the reverse look up website in the computer and saw that some of the numbers, were numbers you use. i would ask him why he was looking them up, if there was something that prompted it and why is having trouble trusting you. if that is the case, you need to have a very long discussion.
equally, you seem to have some trust issues with him... and going back to the tape, quite possibly some other issues. i think the two of you need to have a heart to heart.

oh no Mary! I hope everything works out! Don't call him though in Vegas! When he comes home, you need to seriously sit down & have a conversation & see what is up! You can't have trust issues like this so close to the wedding.

hang in there