I feel like such a f*cking idiot right now...

JennyAPH Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:21 AM

I feel like such a f*cking idiot right now...

I woke up this morning so happy it is our year engagement anniversary.. and so in love...

and now... I want to kill him. It would be a miracle if I dont call the wedding off.

I know im overreacting at the moment and just need time to breathe but at the moment I am SOOO angry..

I needed to vent on here and get it out of my system so I dont go home and say things I dont mean... even tho I really should

ugh what a jerk

I just hate lying. I have one rule.. dont lie.. dont lie about anything even if its something that you think is bad.. just tell the truth.. IS IT THAT HARD????

ok done

thanks

julesrbf Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:22 AM

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Sorry to hear this. I can't really say much else because I don't know what's going on, but all the same.

ajlgmm815 Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:22 AM

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let it out girl!!!

Lisa909 Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:23 AM

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I have the same don't lie rule

gina409 Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:24 AM

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i dont know what happened but im sorry u r sad and i hope u feel better..let us know if we can o anything

coldasice217 Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:25 AM

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Ugh, I'm sorry to hear this. I know how you feel. Let it out....we're here for you!

KerriJohnS Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:28 AM

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TOTALLY feel you on the lying bit!!! DON'T LIE!! NO ONE LIKES A LIAR!!!!!

JennyAPH Posted: Jun 03, 2009 11:30 AM

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Thanks.. I just need to breathe!!

Just lying about the same thing I caught him lying about last year for NO reason when I had told him in the past to just be honest. Im not even mad about it just mad about the lying and the secrecy.

I just need to cool down before i talk to him because right now I will tell him to get lost.. instead of just discussing it like a normal adult! OY!

cupid2410 Posted: Jun 03, 2009 01:41 PM

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Honesty is always best even if you're afraid to make someone mad. The truth ALWAYS comes out somehow.

FuTuRe MrS MaZz Posted: Jun 03, 2009 01:54 PM

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Fh and I go on roller coaster rides too... one minute we're in love, the next at each others throats... we've prob called the wedding off like 5 times... lol but of course never went through with the threats... we all have to learn how to communicate more efficiently and try to talk tings out without getting all pissed off... yes, easier said than done i know... thats what marriage is for... to try to work out the kinks over the next 50 yrs