I had my first emotional break down last night...

Is it normal to not sleep ( sleepless nights started about 4 nights ago I am so tired but can't close my eyes) and cry this far away from the wedding??
OK this is what happened We got home from the hospital ( FH uncle had a stroke looks like a full recovery with therapy) FH father called and asked him why he didn't invite about 15-25 of his side of the family ( they are not blood but they grew up together there whole lives ). Now we invited 166 people already and we are 66 over and we can't afford to pay for the 66 as it is. I mean I am banking on a lot of 'no's' but this is a whole difftrent family with there own last name!!!, FH told dad we cant afford it and Dad said I'll Call you tomorrow and we will finish discussing it. I just feel like if we can't afford it it's not happening but if FH Dad Is will to pay 70.00 per person extra that he wants to invite fine ( especially since he has not paid a penny towards anything for this wedding). I am just so tired fustrated and aggravated at the same time...
Thanks for listing me to vent everyone!!

Join the club~ I am soooooooo tired, plus the damn crickets are soooo LOUD in babylon latley, now i really can't sleep!!!!!!!

I think all of us October girls are starting to crack, I had my meltdown on Tuesday!


We're almost there!!!!

In the end, everything will work itself out and you will be married to your best friend! That's the only thing that you gotta keep in the back of your mind!

Ok, take a deep breath and a Tylenol PM.

Now, I know this is technically 'wedding related' , but I think you have a TON of stress in your life right now.

Mainly you need to tell you FFIL that unless he can fork over the money, you had to draw a line somewhere.

And not to stress you out more, but you really, really, really shouldn't invite more than you can afford, b/c you will have everyone show up and then you are going to be SOOO stressed right at the end.

Don't worry, no matter what, you will have a beautiful wedding!

Thank you everyone

WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It must be an October 14th thing, bc last night I had an emotional explosion.

I have so many little things to do still. I still have to have final mewetings with my church, DJ, BAND and florist. My wedding gown fittings only start tomorrow. I need to make my OOT bags

Last night I started screaming what if no one has fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hugs, my friend. 50 days and counting
Jesus