i hate funerals.

So we made our Aunt's funeral today. no wake, quick and over.

We tried to go out to dinner for our anniversary last night, thinking maybe it would cheer us up, and neither one of us could stomach our foods nor sleep. We just feel awful that we never got to see her.

I was so banking on Aunt Clara to fight my friends for the bouquet....she did at my FSIL's wedding 2 years ago and got so competitive when someone knocked her out of the way. WHO knocks a 90 year old out of the way???

Thanks for all your thoughts yesterday. It meant so much.