i need a hug.....

i haven't really posted much lately... things are the same. I have my good days and my bad days.... my husband is living somewhere else (most of his stuff is still here) and were going to a divorce mediator on Tuesday. I have to say this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to go through and i have been through a lot in my 31 years here.
when the weekends come I am so sad b/c everyone is getting to spend time with their husbands, going to fairs, pumpkin picking, having fun and I am so lonely. I have great friends and family but its extremely hard to be around them when they are so happy and I am so sad. Its not their fault.. sometimes misery does love company...
I know it will get better and I know as time passes, wounds will heal and all of that but what about right now? Yesterday was 8 months since our wedding and I cried all last. I never thought this would have happened....

I'm sorry. I never got a chance to post when you were going though everything, but I'm so sorry you've had to deal with all that!

I'm sorry honey

I know you are miserable now, but you should feel lucky to have had it come to a head now--think about how much more difficult life would be now with kids and a husband who left to pursue his vices. You are much better off without him. Surround yourself with your family and friends--my mom was a godsend through every breakup I ever went through! Her and Ben and Jerry's chunky monkey ice cream!

I'm so very, very sorry. I can't even begin to understand how you feel. But I know heartache and pain, and as vivid and real as it seems now, it will get better. You are so very brave; most people crack under the pressure or become weak and backpedal. You have a love and a belief in yourself that you deserve better. And you will find it someday. Please stay strong and know that we all care about you.

i wish there was something i could say to make it go away......please know you're in my thoughts daily!

I'm always thinking of you.

Keep all the faith you have in yourself

Try to stay strong! Things will get better!!

I know it's so tough. Try to stay strong. You WILL eventually realize how much better off you'll be. Feel free to FM me if you want to talk

Hey Kristi, do you want to come out to dinner with us tomorrow night? It is my stepsons birthday and we are going to Major's. It'll will be my SIL, Nephew, mom, her boyfriend, brother and FI. You are more than welcome to come and hang out with us! It'll be fun! Let me know! It will get your mind off things for a night!!