I would like to thank you ladies for........................

helping me realize why I am going through all I'm going through with finding a gown, and the crazy dreams. I am not happy about my size. This is the heaviest I've been since my son died 6 years ago until I loose all the weight and go back down to a 12 I will never like how I look in anyrthing. Starting tomorrow I will be going to the gym, eatting right and taken care of myself again. Itake care of everyone but don't take care of me. Thank you again soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much I really don't know what I would do withou you all. I will keep you all posted. My weight know is 229, My goal is to go down to 175, 180 by May. Let the games begin.