I'm a very bad bride....(very long)

...because I haven't been on regularly for a while, but above that, i totally didn't even post that I had my E-PICS with TP on monday!!! To be totally honest, the whole day was horrific. It was my weekend to work, sunday I had my sisters shower (exhausting) and then come monday...i spent the ENTIRE day changing outfits, re-doing my hair...and really FREAKING out! Well, i screwed myself because by the time we showed up to the beach, it was freezing cold, my outfit was too summery (short sleeved shorter style dress and i was frozen solid), my hair (which i had up, but then took down) was blowing all over the place....and did i mention the dress was a wrap style?? so yeah...FYI:

WINDY DAY + BEACH+ WRAP DRESS = BAD IDEA

So I couldn't relax....I totally wasn't into it and then I was getting so dissapointed in myself because i've been waiting for this forever and I blew it. He showed me the pics in his camera and there were some that I LOVE (thank god)...but most of them I think i look pretty miserable in. Nothing was really working in my favor that day.

However, TP and his videographer (idk his name) were aboslutely amazing! He is so sweet and creative and just really pleasant to work with. I think I am meeting up with him on Monday to pic which ones I want to keep for the album. I just feel bad because when he showed me some of the pics he goes 'do you like this one?' i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOO and he was like oh?? oops lol...but it wasn't because of him...it was because i didn't like the way I looked...he can't change that.
anyway...bottom line....love him.....can't wait to see how he edits them so I can pick which ones i want.

Moving on....

school has ****** all of the life out of me. I have been staying by FH's apartment for almost a week at a time because I am doing rotations in Brooklyn for school...and it just *****. we have totally different schedules right now so i don't see him....we basically sleep in the same bed for 4 hours and thats it. It's been me and Oreo since tuesday don't get me wrong....i love my dog....but he's not so great at entertaining me lol. I don't really know my way around Jersey City but I did manage to navigate my way to confucious to pick up dinner.

FYI confucious has great chinese food if anyone is interested lol.....its in Newport in Jersey City


Now...
my application for graduation was due on monday...did i submit it?? nope......totally forgot.


Then...

I get a phone call from my aunt that I never cashed her check for my e-party...that was in May,...HOW DID I MISS THIS??? so i feel bad...

have you ever just felt like a total mess??? please indulge me and say yes lol

thanks for listening! I miss being able to just pop on here all day long!!!

Oh...and the kicker--i can't make it to the shower!!! I know!!! I am so dissapointed!!!!! FH and I have to be in Belmar saturday and sunday!! I was totally looking forward to it too!!! I wish I had a twin sometimes lol

Aww- im sorry you were stressed for your e-pics. Im sure they looked great theou. Like u said- there were some you loved and im sure there will end up being a bunch you love.

When do u get them back- we wanna see!!

WOW!!! Well it sounds like you are having a rough patch!! No biggie!!
1- Find the Check and Cash that bad boy!!!
2-Submit tht application!!! TODAY
3- Forget Belmar,,,, no I am kidding! We will miss you at the shower
4- I hope FH puts the seat down
5- Post us some e-pics!!!!'
6- Yay! For a professional Vendor and great Experience!
7- Put Jersey to the test!! Go Expolore w/ Oreo!!
8- We have ALL felt like a mess at some point-
9- SMILE you are going to get married to the man of your dreams soon!10- SMILE you have 6 months to go (as of tommarow)

4- I hope FH puts the seat down



i needed that



yeah seriously....about the check....i had to call my mom and she ripped the house apart looking for it....no luck......maybe it was thrown out by mistake when we opened gifts?? my aunt cancelled the check...she said its easier to just send a new one. I feel like such an idiot though!! who loses money?? durrrrrrrrrr

oh well. as for graduation---i need to get on that asap and get the hell out of that school!!! thanks for the support...i will post pics as soon as i have them!

that too bad about your epics! but we want to see the good ones~!