I'm just totally spent...(long, sorry)

I am so tired. Physically, emotionally, everything. I'm graduating in 3 weeks and this is the last week of class/field. I'm excited but so much to do and get done. PLUS I have a job lined up that I'm sooooo excited for but I am doing my training/orientation now so I can hit the ground running and on top of finishing school and internship its a lot. Eg: I have to be there from 9am-7pm tomorrow. I am also doing a fellowship and I have to finish my final papr by next week but my mentor isn't retruning my emails. My mom and I are fighting ALOT and my mom proceeds to tell me she spoke to FMIL (they are BFF now) and FMIL is apparently worried that we arent going to have enough food at the wedding. She hasnt said a word to me and we havnt even done the menu yet! I keep getting wedding emails and any time I try to ask FH anything about what his mom has said or done he snaps at me.

I'm just so tired. And drained. and I want to turn it all off but I can't because I need to graduate and get stuff done. Ugh. On top of it all I was on the subway for 1.5 hours getting home today (its a 25 min ride) because the F stopped running, I had to go back uptown on the V to catch the D to switch to the R to get home. I'm not happy.

Sorry for the long vent. Needed to get it off my chest.

ETA: FMIL also apparently told my mom she wants to change the e-party from July 18th to Aug 1st. I'm doing B-Pics Aug 1st and she never asked me if this was ok. And if I try to ask FH about it I end up being the bad guy.

School/work/wedding is a lot. Hang in there. breathe. I hope tomorrow is a better day. Take one thing at a time. Theer will be plenty of food GRRRR people

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Posted by grkbarbie

why r u allowing your mom and fmil run the show?? tell them to fk off

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i tell mom to fk off constantly, and i ask FH to tell FMIL the same but he is such a momma's boy sometimes. that's a whole other story.

but barb the pics from your wedding are amaaaaaazing you looked sooo gorgeous!!! congrats!

thanks lol

ok this is SERIOUS..cuz it starts with wedding and then after that..she will be waaaaaaaaaayyy too involved in your marriage. he needs to put a stop to this ASAP

tell ur mom to stop being bffs with fmil. not cool at alllllllll.