im really sorry to be debbie downer

but i just need some hugs and prayers today. the whole dress issue is literally driving me insane. i was hysterical crying this morning and didnt sleep more than two hours.

thanks guys

eta: i tried on my dress, i really dont like it still

i did try on some dresses and fell totally in love with one. they cant get it in though by my wedding
they really did try to help. i even called the designer directly and they were very sweet and tried to help but cant. issue is that besides my wedding being in 3 months (less time cuz of fittings), its also a 2010 dress and they arent in mass production yet.

i hope to fall in love with something else tonight that could be gotten in and is within reason of my budget. or if i could find a sample is my size, that would be great but its doubtful. dont get me wrong, im trying to be positive but i need to be realistic too