Im so frustrated & nervous

I had my first real panic attack last night about the wedding.

It just hit me that this WHOLE DAY will revolve around ME.. (and FH of course...)

THAT'S A LOT OF PRESSURE!!!

I don't like too much attention and I started to get really anxious and scared last night with all the what ifs...

what if this goes wrong... what if this happens...

We're trying to book a coach bus to take our guests from the hotel to the reception & vice versa. We dont want to spend alot of money on it but we also dont want anything to go wrong. Most of our guests our OOT but are in driving distance, so they will all have cars at the hotel. We figured we want EVERYONE to enjoy themselves and avoid anyone driving home after drinking...
If we go for a more less expensive option, what if we need more service?

things like this have been going through my head.

oooooooooooh someone fan me
[breathe...breathe..]

i know the feeling... the other day i started thinking about music to use for when we walk into the hall and i starting realizing that all eyes will be on US!! I'm so not a center of attention type of person and i'm gettin so nervous just thinking abou it!!!

But we have to realize the day will come ,everything will work out ,and we will have the best time on our special day!!!!

feel better!!!

thanks ladies.

im just so overwhelmed b/c Ive been planning this for only a month...

it seems like Im doing all the work.

FH helps with the decisions but im making all the calls etc