Is anyone else

sick of having to shop around and negotiate for the best deals and prices? I find that as I'm getting down to the last details, I'd rather throw it on the charge card and not worry about it. Is this unusual? I just can't take worrying about money anymore. I'm already having a pretty inexpensive wedding, and all this cheaping out is getting annoying!

Thanks for letting me vent!

I feel the pain. I am now contacting people by email so I don't waste my time if they are out of my budget.

I know it would easier to just forget it but I cannot see myself spending the equivalent of a new car or a house down payment on a ONE DAY affair.

I keep that in mind everytime I contact someone.

I go through phases, sometimes I think 'OMG, I can't buy that I have no money in my budget for that!' and then other times, I buy something... Like today when I bought all sorts of cute glass ware to put candles in