it FINALLY hit me this morning...

I haven't felt like I was really getting married until this morning. I can't explain it but as I was in the shower this morning it totally hit me and I almost started crying.. It all feels so real now.

On one hand I am SO excited. I can't wait for the wedding.. on the other hand I am a little sad.. I really have been enjoying our engagement and honestly wouldn't mind being engaged for another year or so. I felt like it was such an exciting time in my life....I know marriage will be another exciting step too so i am also looking forward to that..

ahhh too many emotions at once!!!