Just a little sad...

mbscheer Posted: Dec 18, 2008 03:13 PM

Just a little sad...

Yesterday I found out I have pneumonia for the second time in 4 months. I just came home and cried. I have been to every specialist on LI and no one can tell me why this keeps happening. I just get so upset because I cannot be excited about celebrating our love when all we talk about lately is am I going to have to go to the ER. I feel so bad because I take it all out on FH because I get terrible steroid rage. Last night I yelled at him for an hour because he wanted to save us money and cook dinner. I just don't know what to do anymore because I am so afraid I will get sick for my wedding or worse I will yell at FH one time to many and he will take off. I really just needed to vent. Thanks for listening.

MrsC2010 Posted: Dec 18, 2008 03:28 PM

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I am so sorry you keep getting sick...i hope you feel better soon. I am sure it is tough to stay positive when you are feeling so crummy all the time...but try not to worry...things will get better!

lori7570 Posted: Dec 18, 2008 03:29 PM

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Sorry to hear about this. I hope you start feeling better soon. Remember we are getting married 'for better or worse, for sickness and in health'. Your fh loves you, and I'm sure he understands what a tough time this is for you!!

NYYankeeGirl72 Posted: Dec 18, 2008 03:32 PM

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It is always good to vent.

Just make sure you take care of you. Get enough rest, take your meds and stay positive. You don't need to add stress on top of being sick.

mbscheer Posted: Dec 18, 2008 03:43 PM

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Thanks for everyones warm wishes. The meds are just making a basketcase and I just needed to get it out!

StaceYums81 Posted: Dec 18, 2008 03:50 PM

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Hope you feel better soon

JenBill61210 Posted: Dec 18, 2008 04:47 PM

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here's to a speedy recovery!

GinaMike24 Posted: Dec 18, 2008 06:50 PM

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I am so sorry that this is happening to you. I am not sure of your medical history but I know that my FFIL just had sinus surgery b/c he had pneumonia and respiratory issues for a few years now.

If you want me to find out his specialists, fm and I will find out for you!!

mbscheer Posted: Dec 18, 2008 09:23 PM

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I can't thank you all enough for you well wishes. This has been such a hard couple of weeks for me and even though I don't know you all that well it is so great to have everyones support!