Just about a month now and I'm really losing it!

Ladies, the stress level has officially hit bright RED. Started earlier this week when FH (in a very sweet and excited way) told me we were 40 days out. I basically freaked and started crying. Probably doesn't help my situation that it's my TOM and my work stress level has been through the roof. I thought I'd have more time to enjoy all this but I find I'm just running around like a madwoman trying to get it all done and I haven't even THOUGHT about the emotional stuff, like actually BEING married! AGH! Now I'm starting to have really scary dreams, like one last night where one of my vendors was hitting on me...and I wasn't minding it!! Aghhh!!! Why am I dreaming about other men I don't even find attractive in real life??? This is insane!!

Thanks for letting me vent.

Alison, calm down girl! Everything will get done, your wedding will be incredible, and afterwards you'll look back on all this and wonder why you let yourself get so worked up.
If work is killing you and you feel like you don't have time to get wedding things done, delegate! I'm sure your girls, and us D.C. brides can do something to help alleviate the stress. Just ask!

The funny part is, I don't think I have anything I CAN delegate right now. Most of that kind of stuff is done. All we have now is calling people to get their darn RSVPs in (date is tomorrow and we're still 70 out!!) and then things like seating charts (agh!), etc. I don't know what I COULD delegate. Just wish I had someone to help me here at work!! I worked yesterday from 7:30 am until 6 pm, then went to water aerobics then to see my therapist. Was exhausted by the end of the day and I think I'm sick now. Have been sitting here for an hour trying to get motivated to start the day and I just can't even focus.

Man that ****s - make them hire you an assitant!
Well, maybe just focus on how fun and relaxing the honeymoon will be...... think Italy, Italy, Italy.....