just really needed to vent...
t.v. $ucks!!! why??? b/c all these shows act as if the time leading up to your wedding is supposed to be nothing but happy go lucky! what a crock!
since FH and I got engaged Nov. 07:
- he got laid off Feb 08 when the city didnt renew their contract
- he has a disease called chron's and he is having a flare up after 10 years of being ok. he is in the bathroom for at least an hour at a time, about 5-6 times a day. his stomach is cramping and he cant eat anything good.
- my mom was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer last week. she has to be chemo & radiation. she lives 3 hours away so it's hard for me since i have to now travel back and forth on the bus (i dont drive) to help her.
- my sister is in a troubled relationship and i spent this evening playing phone tag with her and her husband. FH went all the way to rego park from brooklyn to get her so she could stay here.
im just so tired and so drained. i dont know how many directions i can be pulled in before i break.
since FH and I got engaged Nov. 07:
- he got laid off Feb 08 when the city didnt renew their contract
- he has a disease called chron's and he is having a flare up after 10 years of being ok. he is in the bathroom for at least an hour at a time, about 5-6 times a day. his stomach is cramping and he cant eat anything good.
- my mom was diagnosed with small cell lung cancer last week. she has to be chemo & radiation. she lives 3 hours away so it's hard for me since i have to now travel back and forth on the bus (i dont drive) to help her.
- my sister is in a troubled relationship and i spent this evening playing phone tag with her and her husband. FH went all the way to rego park from brooklyn to get her so she could stay here.
im just so tired and so drained. i dont know how many directions i can be pulled in before i break.
