Just want to scream!

Yesterday I attended the funeral of a woman who has been like a second mother to me since I've been born. She's also my MOH's mother. She passed away from cancer.
We recently found out my grandfather's cancer (who has been doing well) spread to his lymphnodes. And my grandmother has been diagnosed with early azheimer's.
I'm so stressed at work b/c both my bosses are away...and of course don't feel like doing anything.
My shower is this weekend and I'm just not into it.
Ugh!!! Just needed to vent.

I am so sorry for your loss!! Try to stay strong for your family and please try not to let it ruin your shower. I know its hard to be happy, but I am sure that's what they all would want for you!!

im so sorry you are going through all of this horrible stuff.....stay strong!

Hugs, you need them today.

Take a few deep breaths remember that all of these things are out of your control and you do your best to handle what comes at you.

As for the shower i'm sure you will be much happier about it when you get there, theres something about a room full of people who care about you giving you presents that can't help but put a smile on your face!

We will be praying for all of you

Hugs for you

My prayers are with you and your loved ones!

for your family

and for you - i hope you find a way to enjoy this time!

Thanks guys.

Awww, just try to breathe and let it go when you walk out of there on Friday. You should enjoy your shower. I'm so sorry!!