KaylasParents/Wishcandy

Shamee Posted: Apr 23, 2003 11:26 AM

KaylasParents/Wishcandy

How are you ladies doing? Please let us know that you are both okay...

allure Posted: Apr 23, 2003 11:29 AM

Re: KaylasParents/Wishcandy

Hugs to both of them

allure Posted: Apr 23, 2003 11:30 AM

Re: KaylasParents/Wishcandy

You to Shamee

How are you these days?

WishCandy Posted: Apr 23, 2003 12:27 PM

Re: KaylasParents/Wishcandy

Hi Shamee!!!

Thanks for asking... I'm okay I guess... I have my moments when I miss him like crazy, but I think that's only natural. Instead of going to the gym yesterday, I went shopping and indulged in buying 2 bikinis.
It's so sweet of you to think of Meredith & myself

Shamee Posted: Apr 23, 2003 12:33 PM

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I'm doing okay Allure. I'm going away next week to see my MOH in Ohio. We're still living together and he did make an apointment to see a doctor concerning his illness. I'm happy for him - he needs treatment but I'm not necessarily touched to the point where I want to stay with him. It's going to take ALOT more effort than that to make me change my mind at this point because I'm actually starting to enjoy my independant lifestyle more than I ever did living with him. He knows it and feels it. I sometimes hear him sobbing in his workroom and it makes me feel sad but he has to work out the demons in his life because I will not embrace hell forever, for the sake of 'love'. He is definitely trying - leaving me money, taking a second job. But why did it take all this for him to realize what he was doing? That's why I don't trust it. Just like Meredith's situation - it only improves for a short while then it's back to business as usual. I hope he finds peace in his life. I do love him but not enough to lose myself in the process of loving him.