March 8th GTG cancelled

Hey girls. I have been thinking long and hard all weekend and I have to cancel the gtg. I don't want to start any drama, or point any fingers... I will NOT call anyone out on here, it's just not my style.

Anyway, this has been brought up quite a few times in the past few weeks, but I never thought I would ever be part of it. When I post on this site, I am fully aware that it is a public forum. I don't post hurtful things about people, I don't complain about my BP, etc. I know that everyone can read this at anytime. I DO, however, have fun with the wonderful people I've met and the handful of actual friends I've made. Whether we start a nonsense thread or joke around with each other I feel safe expressing myself here. That is why I have had gtg's at my house and invited strangers into my home for a good time. i am a very trusting person and this time, it backfired on me.

I received a few FM's recently that insinuate that someone I talk to and opened my home to (a number of times) has things to say about me and felt the need to share those things with other people. To be honest, I really don't care if you like me or not. I never came here to meet friends, I came here to get wedding ideas... the friends I met just happened to be a bonus. So for [b]YOU[b] to waste your time talking smack and being two-faced upsets me. Here is the thing, if I have a real problem, I confront people and try to diffuse the situation and I know that is what makes me a REAL person. Generally speaking, and those that really know me know this is true, if you don't want the truth, don't ask Danielle. Chances are if someone said, 'Oh, Danielle said she didn't like your haircut' you've already heard it from me. I HATE fakeness and I don't want to be part of it. I'd rather you not talk to me than be nice to my face and talk sh*t when I turn around. I just makes me sick to my stomach to know that I am being scruntinzed for things I say on the boards AND in my own home.

It really stinks when something like this happens because it makes you question ALL of your friends... It reminds you that the world isn't as trusting of a place as I sometimes think it is and it also reaffirms the fact that there are miserable people in this world who just can't be happy with their own lives. The level of immaturity that is displayed on here sometimes is just mind-blowing.

Anywho, lesson learned. I need to remove myself a bit and soak this all in. To the person(s) who this is directed at (you know who you are), just remember that Karma is a b*tch.