Moving Out

I feel like such a baby.

FH and I move into our new apartment February 1st (on or around, anyway). I really am so excited, love the idea of our own place, of living with FH, of being independent......

then why have I spent the last three days bawling my eyes out at the thought of moving out of my house?

The problem is that I am so habit-driven, change scares me. Even when I would move up to a new school (ex: moving up from middle to high school) it would take me two weeks to get used to it and I would be a wreck in the beginning.

I want to be on my own, I'm never home as it is, I have no idea why I'm acting like this. I cried in front of FH at one point, and he said he understood.

Did anyone else feel like this moving out for the first time?

I spent the entire night before my wedding crying b/c I knew that was the last night that I would spend in my room at my parents house. I was soo hysterical that I was happy that DH wasn't there to see me.

Don't sweat it, its normal (at least to me ) and you have every right to be emotional at such an improtant time in your life.