My first official breakdown!!! (Sorry long)
I don't even know where to start. New BC pill, sorry TMI, I think I'm PMSing like never before!!! Then my make-up trial didn't go well, maybe it was the MAry Kay lady tried to ge me to buy $200 worth of moisturizer after repeatedly telling her that I don not do stuff like that!!!!! I'm just very basic and lazy! Then my parents went to FL last week and I'm supposed to be a mind reader and know there is laundry in the washing machine! So when they get back my stepmother is all pissed I didn't do laundry and hers (that was left in by her!) stinks cause It has been sitting there. She can tell me 15 times how to take care of the dog, (I do this every year, I haven't killed her yet, so I think I know what I'm doing!!!) But she can't mention once about the laundry! Then she tries to buy a house while she's down there and pressure my dad into going too! Well, we live in your house B!tch, where the F&^% are we supposed to go. But my dad says he's not going anywhere yet! So when I walk in from my trial yesterday, my head is reeling about the make-up lady and do I get a it loks nice or no, you should get it done again, no I get, 'you need to take all your laundry to the laundry mat!' I said I do not go to the laundry mat! I will just do it slowly over the week.
FH, DD and I live in a 1 bedroom apt, it is tight but I thought it would be OK, cause we could save for the wedding, a house and my parents are a big help with DD. But now I feel like we should branch out and start preparing for the inevitable, them movig to FL. And I have no idea what I'm gonna do about make-up. I asked my trail lady on Monday if she could squeeze in both, she has another appt till 1130-12, in the same town, but I need 7women, 2girls for hai nd 9 women and 2FG for MAke-up by 2:30, does that sound possible, even if she brings 3 ppl? I am so upset right now, I just want to break sh!t and scream. Sorry, I just needed to get it all out, cause right now I feel likemy whole life is upside down.![]()
FH, DD and I live in a 1 bedroom apt, it is tight but I thought it would be OK, cause we could save for the wedding, a house and my parents are a big help with DD. But now I feel like we should branch out and start preparing for the inevitable, them movig to FL. And I have no idea what I'm gonna do about make-up. I asked my trail lady on Monday if she could squeeze in both, she has another appt till 1130-12, in the same town, but I need 7women, 2girls for hai nd 9 women and 2FG for MAke-up by 2:30, does that sound possible, even if she brings 3 ppl? I am so upset right now, I just want to break sh!t and scream. Sorry, I just needed to get it all out, cause right now I feel likemy whole life is upside down.
