Need some hugs

Hope everything is ok!!!! I'm sure it will get better....

I definitly feel better now...thanks for all the hugs! FH and I had a little fight last night, things are better now. I just hate going to bed w/ things unsettled. I am just nervous about a lot of things lately. Right now I am not working and am completely broke...which is the last thing we need right now (because the first year of our marriage FH will be the only one working while I am finishing my Masters in Speech Pathology). I am nervous about FH getting into the police academy. And on top of it all, when we first started wedding planning we made decisions together. Everyone has been telling him though that the wedding is all about the bride, it's really the bride's day, and telling me in front of him that I should not even consult him on decisions...which I blew that off because that's not what it's about to me...it's about US as a couple. Lately I feel though he has been making me do all of the work. He is definitly into the wedding and getting married, but when I ask his opinion it's 'whatever you want dear'. I know he values my opinion and just wants to be married, but I also want his input. I am very stressed out. He has been trying to be supportive...it's just me. I will just be happier when I get my doctor's clearance to return to work and get a job that challenges me more and I have some more $$ in the bank.

In the grand scheme of things I know that things will be ok and that I should count my blessings. Sometimes it just gets overwhelming, you know? Anyway, sorry for the long vent. Thanks for the support! This web site has been so helpful...I really love LIW!

It's just been so hard to get enthusiastic about planning when I have no income.

many hugs to you. glad to hear that this morning was a little better.