nervous breakdown

I really am not myself.

I started a job one month ago.....something in my field but an entierly new specialty. I planned a whole wedding in under 6 months. WHAT WAS I THINKING?????

I had a meltdown at work these last two days....I think I kept it together enough that they think Im ok....just finding my footing and getting frustrated....but inside I am having a major meltdown.

FH doesn't get it.

I can't wait to get to the day. Im so done.

Oh my grandmother is in the hosp in Florida and she nor my aunt she was traveling with can come to the wedding......its Weird. I lived with her growing up so even though our relationship is strained....I am very out of sorts about it.

ugg.....

you are SOOO close. Just think in a few weeks you will be married to your best friend and the stress of the wedding will be over... you can then go back to focusing on your family and job with no interferences!

I am so sorry your feeling this way. Just wanted to let you know that your reception is going to be amazing. The staff at timber point are amazing. So that is one less thing your going to have to worry about. They made our day so special. The bridal attendant was awesome. They made us feel like family.

just try to focus on the excitement of the wedding, you are so close! our wedding was the best day of my life, and I KNOW yours will be amazing, too! So hopefully that can be the silver lining when everything is feeling cloudy!

on the job front, you are always hardest on yourself -- just do your best, and give yourself a break! :)

feel better

Thanks all, I do believe you guys....I know it will be great. Feeling brighter after a very productive weekend and some much needed sleep.

Dont worry I had a break down the week before my wedding too...just try and find down time to just read a book or drink a cup of tea and relax. Feel better!