Ok girls... i am so tired. and stressed and to top it off i have to go to work. As some of you know i had my panic attack last night. i think i am doing better spent most of my nite in bathroom crying so FH couldnt see me. I am a nurse so it is time to put on my smiling stress free face and get read for work. I will be back in the morning. this message board should be my motivation to go to work to earn that pay check but instead it is a motivation to find a second job so i can pay for all these wonderful ideas. Have a great day girls!!