NWR - I'm going crazy
As many of you know FI is in England and we have been without each other for 13 months. We have only 13 more months to our wedding, but I honestly feel like I'm going crazy. FI is honestly one of the sweetest men I have ever met in all o fmy life - he is well spoken, well mannered, kind and even still believes in chivalry.
Its unfortunate that nearly every weekend we argue because although we are in a relationship we are not sharing one anothers lives as so many other couples get to do. I yell at him because he doesn't give me any of his time on Fridays (he's already out when I,m getting home as there is a 5 hour time difference) then he yells back at me because he tells me I'm the most important thing in his life (when although deep down I know I am I just don't feel it at times) and it just goes back and forth and I wind up resenting him not because he goes out because I do aswell but because I am not part of the stories he tells nor he is of mine.
We still get to see eachother every 6 weeks and I know there are woman that don't get to see their husbands, FIs and boyfriends because of military duty - I commend you on those relationships and apologise if I seem if I'm complaining - I just don't want to feel resentful, sad and hurt everytime he goes out.
Any suggestions -I apologise for the long email. Thanks!
Its unfortunate that nearly every weekend we argue because although we are in a relationship we are not sharing one anothers lives as so many other couples get to do. I yell at him because he doesn't give me any of his time on Fridays (he's already out when I,m getting home as there is a 5 hour time difference) then he yells back at me because he tells me I'm the most important thing in his life (when although deep down I know I am I just don't feel it at times) and it just goes back and forth and I wind up resenting him not because he goes out because I do aswell but because I am not part of the stories he tells nor he is of mine.
We still get to see eachother every 6 weeks and I know there are woman that don't get to see their husbands, FIs and boyfriends because of military duty - I commend you on those relationships and apologise if I seem if I'm complaining - I just don't want to feel resentful, sad and hurt everytime he goes out.
Any suggestions -I apologise for the long email. Thanks!