NWR worst day ever rant no need to read

kellybean Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:12 PM

NWR worst day ever rant no need to read

Fh had his appendix out sunday night....it should have been laproscopic but because hes a stubborn *** and waited its a large incision with staples etc.....I am on mayb 7 hours of sleep since sat I can think I cant focus and for the first time since getting diagnossed with MS I feel it....I am so shaky and off its horrible....I was taking fh to the surgeon this morning and drove past the office 4 times ( has been my surgeon for years and used to work in his building) FH is probaly getting readmitted ...he goes from gloriously drugged to horrible pain in what seems a blink of an eye.......the surgeon isnt happy with the way he is healing and he started running a temp.........I messed up with my second job just out of lack of focus and brain power.......any one wanna baby sit FH so I can sleep? to top it all off I get this wierd *** IM today that brought back lots of bad memories.........sorry for the rant just needed an outlet...........I dont want Fh thinking Im annoyed with him ....and I honestly feel like every one excpects me to be 100 % with everything right now...Im up almost all night with FH aand am raising two kids.......yet I feel like crap for letting people down

ILOVEBRIAN2008 Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:19 PM

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awww im so sorry!!!!! if u ever need help with something let me know!!!!!

KiTTeN0819 Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:20 PM

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Do you have a close friend or relative that can come by for a few hours so you can get some sleep? Feel better, Ill be sending positive thoughts your way.

xXxNovember08xXx Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:20 PM

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im so sorry kelly

you can rant here always. we are her for you.

try to get some rest... if its not sleep then rest is much needed.

cbcf Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:25 PM

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I am sooo sorry Kelly. I hope you are okay and feeling better. I am sorry you have been having a lack of sleep....I dont know if your future in laws could help you out?? I guess it might not hurt asking them?? But then again I dont know your situation!

I wish I could help but all I can do is give you some hugs

feel better soon!!!

kellybean Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:25 PM

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Posted by cbcf

I am sooo sorry Kelly. I hope you are okay and feeling better. I am sorry you have been having a lack of sleep....I dont know if your future in laws could help you out?? I guess it might not hurt asking them?? But then again I dont know your situation!

I wish I could help but all I can do is give you some hugs

feel better soon!!!

his familys in CO

GinaBambina08 Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:32 PM

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Awwwww i'm sorry to hear about all of this kelly everything will get better soon, life works in phases like that..

yelley77 Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:33 PM

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Kelly, I am so sorry that you are having such a crappy week. I'm sending you lots of hugs and love and lots of prayers for your FH

RadiantBride Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:35 PM

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I am so sorry to hear that
Hopefully FH starts healing soon and your life can slowly but surely get back to normal.
Don't focus on every single thing right just prioritize and only handle the most important.

bemyyoko Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:36 PM

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Don't feel bad about anything. The second job thing is fine, don't worry about it. I was freaking out about my own **** last night/this morning. I didnt mean to come off as snappy as i might have.
Taking care of Jeremy and the kids is what's important, and taking care of YOURSELF is too.
Please don't forget the last part.

If there's anything you need, CALL ME

ChristineAaron08 Posted: Sep 12, 2007 07:41 PM

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I am sorry you are having a rough time. Let me know if there is anything I can help you with. I'm not to far from you.

You cant worry about letting everyone else down. Im sure NO ONE feels that you are. You are obviously the type of person who handles everything in your family and I'm sure your family will cut you some slack and understand if you cant do EVERYTHING.

I know you obviously need to focus on your FH right now, but try and get some rest for yourself so you dont get so run down.

kellybean Posted: Sep 12, 2007 08:21 PM

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thanks everyone!!!

minibride08 Posted: Sep 12, 2007 08:24 PM

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I always tell myself when things get tough that they could always be worse. Then, I am thankful for all of the wonderful things I do have in my life- and it make me feel a lot better...