ok i am OFFICIALLY freaking out

it is almost 3am and I cannot for the life of me fall back asleep.

Wedding is EXACTLY 2 weeks from now.
I feel like there is SO MUCH that needs to be done but in reality its all stupid stuff...

for example, the last few weekends have been so busy with family things
-..my sister is christening her daughter [my god daughter] this wknd so we're heading down to MD tomorrow afternoon....
Last wknd we had a baby shower AGAIN, down in MD
Next wknd is my bachelorette party

etc etc.

I havent been to the beach in over a month so my tan has faded....
I would LIKE to be tan for my wedding...

I have been going to the gym EVERY DAY (except wknds) for over an hour... The last 2 weeks, I am lucky if I get 3 days in... So of COURSE I'm feeling fat.

The favors aren't done (but I know I'll get that done)

We havent picked our readings, done our seatings...Gotten our parent's gifts.. I was going to make shadow boxes for all my BMs but I havent gotten around to starting THAT.

I need to get my hair colored.

School starts next week (for my son) Registration for his after school program isnt until Sept 10

I REALLY can't take any time off work b/c I work for a University and next week starts a new semester..

I KNOOOOOOOOOOOOW it'll get done but I can't ease my mind to get some rest... My mind won't let me.

=((

tell me its going to be ok!!!!

(why am I such a control freak?!)

I have been having sleepless nights for the past couple of weeks thinking i am missing something for the wedding. Even having dreams that things went wrong which would wake me right up. I am looking forward to when everything is finished and I can finally sleep.

um so it is 7am and i've been up since 4:45am!!!!!!!! and i only have two more nights of sleep before my big day!!! which worries me that i wont sleep that night at all!

i woke up for a second to turn over and couldnt fall back to sleep cause i started thinking about little things i had to do today and things i forgot to pack for my honeymoon and things i want to tell the RH later today when i call them! omg lists keep coming!!!!!

i might volunteer to babysit my two little nieces today and tomrorow so they tire me out! I'm so worried i wont sleep before sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thanks guys, I'm happy to hear im not alone in my sleepless nights.

Weird thing is the things im worried about seem so terrifying in the middle of the night... during the day it seems like they are no big deal.

i think im losing my mind...lol

Ill have it back on Sept 15.

you're not alone!! i'm 2 hrs away from my wedding being just 8 days away and i'm totally starting to freak out.

I'm 10.5 months away and it's happening already! Can you girls imagine what I'll be like when I'm in your shoes? lol Hang in there...you are almost brides!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No freaking out - only happy tawts!!!
You're gettin' hitched and EVERYTHING will fall into place, get done and you will look BEAUTIFUL... No worries!!!

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Posted by NYMetsBride

Hang in there girls!! Ur weddings are going to be beautiful!

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OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG you icon!!!!

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Posted by carolinep24

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Posted by NYMetsBride

Hang in there girls!! Ur weddings are going to be beautiful!

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OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG you icon!!!!

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I KNOW! the first few times i saw it i was like I cant believe that girl put that up! LOL i thought it was real

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Posted by ant n tilde

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Posted by carolinep24

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Posted by NYMetsBride

Hang in there girls!! Ur weddings are going to be beautiful!

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OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG you icon!!!!

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I KNOW! the first few times i saw it i was like I cant believe that girl put that up! LOL i thought it was real

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hahahahah me too!! and then I had to go stalk her pictures to see what the deal waas.


that is friggan funny

Caroline,
You will be fine!! If you need anyone to chat with you have all of us LIWedding Brides here!!!
FM me if you need to chat and or anything!!! Here are some hugs for now.




~dancer and chef~
charlotte and michael

Try not to freak, I had that for weeks before the wedding. Know that a few days before you will be crashing at the end of the night....try to not drink soda or anything with caffeine after 7pm, maybe get in PJs sooner and lounge for a little while before you actually go to bed

for some nights of good sleep for you soon

Some Good Vibes coming your way.

I don't know what's worse, freaking out, or being in a total state of denial, like me!