ok i can not sleep .. i need some advice please

OkI have been out on No work for the past three weeks due to high blood pressure . Now it time to make a decision ... I really do not want to go back to work in the city.
Here are my reasons why...
1. I get up at 4:15AM to leave the house by 5:45Am with my hubby to get to the train.. I stand on the freezing cold platform for 15 min so I can definitly get a seat( i am always in the front) take an hour train ride and then either walk 6 blocks or take the S subway to times square.and then coming home i race to the train and end up waiting 15-20 min for hubby to come get me and we end up not getting home before 7:00pm and then we have to start making dinner....so by the time thats done it 8:30 and who want to go to sleep on a fu;; stomach so i do not end up going to bed untill 10:30....
2. My boss is a very stressful woman she is one of those people who is that if it not done her way its not right .. and every little piece of himan error that i make she runs to her boss with the evidence that i did it wrong.
3. I AM BORED WITH My JOB.. a monkey can not it.. i have been there for over three years and I seriously hate it I go there and i force myself to work...

So honestly am i doing the right thing for me and my little one growing inside....

I am also 16 weeks and now have to see my regular OB and a Maternal fetal specialist Monthly...(i went to her on tuesday and said that she is going to pull me in three weeks after she does now BP work )


So please help me ease my mind...

thanks

I also work in NYC- although I have had to work from home since June due to some pregnancy related issues. And I also hate going into NYC. I know some people love the City, I don't. So I totally understand your position with this, although I don't hate my job, I don't get a huge sense of satisifaction from it.

I am confused. Will the specialist put in back into work? Maybe the regular OB can keep you out?

I hope it works out and everything is okay.

Sorry thats what happens when you are typing at 3:30 in the morning

The specialist bascially frowned on the fact that i work in the city and she said when ever i want to go all she needs to do i write a letter...

I am going to the Reg Dr on Fri and he can write it for me too