ok im having a panic attack

im like in tears.

my shower is saturday. on top of that we're having work done to our place. the guy gets paid by the day and told us 5 days TOPS. well today he was left alone cuz we had to work. uhmm hardly anything was done. (fh doesnt seem to think so) but hes taking off the next 2 days to make sure he works like an animal.

so btwn the party..

i have to make final payment 2morrow, finalize menu, seating charts,place cards

take my mom to a salon to make an appt. (she doesnt want to do it over the phone)

wed im hanging with u girls.

thursday im working 12 hrs.

friday drop off the stuff cuz my mom doesnt trust htem with my favors. WHATEVER

sat- hair make up and show up god knwos when..

on top of ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL this.. we're lving out of a box since we threw out most of our furniture and im inhaling paint chips.

THEEEEEEEEENNNNNNNNNNNNN sat night after my shower im going to have 2849032490 gifts in the middle of the floor. hopefully work is done..

oh yea, just remembered...

im going on vacation in less than 3 weeks and taking epics

uhm.. i have NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CLOTHES, let alone an outfit for epix.

i want fh to wear white linien rolled up pants and his blue button down. yea he told me to go eff myself cuz real men dont wear white linen pants (no offense, i disagree) so now i have to hsop for him and for myself..


i want to crawl under a rockk..

ohh and on top of all this... i havent gotten my pd. my booobs are killing me. i get cramps here n there.. but nothing!!!!!!!!!

watch me get bad crmaps the day of my shower. i wont show up.

im hysterically crying. i cant take this. and no1 understands how much stufff needs to get done.

a simple effin task of making BINGO couldnt even be done. so i have to make/get my own bridal bingo cards.. along with taking price tags off allllllllll the prizes.

oh and my mom called me and told me that the ladies at her job REQUESTED to have VIENESSE TRAYS at EACH TABLE for my SHOWER. cuz a cake IS NOT ENOUGH. and my mom said :yea they are right, what if the cake is dry?' so my mom wants to order desserts. im like ma.. u have to put them on plates.. she slike ya we'll do that together. UHM NO! IM telkling the guests we have cake and c!ck and we're alllllllllllllllllllll outt of cake. effin animals REQUESTING food at my shower. im soo mad

and i dont knwo when the furniture is being delivered. watch them deliver it when im on vacation.

o yea we bought a bedroom set. thats a wholeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee other story

seriously

F M L

Looks like you need some of these!

chin up doll.....things will get better!!!


tlel your mom to tell the greeks who called her and requested dessert trays to fk off.....

tell your worker hes not getting paid unless its done by Friday, which according to my calculations should be correct since he started saturday.

tell will to **** it up and stfu and wear what you tell him.....

and last but not least, WERE ALL GOING OUT ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! We will drink our sorrows away!!!

oh wow
I am taking my crying from before back, u have better reasons to cry. well sometimes crying helps, just to get rid of all the tension and stress.
after u finish crying, pick urself up and get all the stuff done (all 345767889800 of them) cause it has to be done and enjoy ur shower DAMN IT! I will kick u if u don't.

put Will in jeans and a button shirt, he will be happy, u will be happy cause he isn't biching at u anymore and all be well.

and if u need help with anything shower related for set ups and stuff just let me know, u know I will help

awww!!! hang in there....have a drink! try not to get too stressed and just get 1 thing done at a time and ENJOY YOUR SHOWER!!!

aw im so sorry girl . This always happens all at once, once the shower is over with, that will be a big weight lifted (for now) at least

im ordering steammed broccoli rabbe. no oil and water with garlic.


my fat azz doesnt need to eat. my body can feed off of itsself for the enxt 6 months and still be nourished. im dispicable

wow... since when do guests get to make requests at bridal showers... sorry barb... but thats kinda insane...

Ok Barb........breathe. Everything will be fine and everything will get done. Take one step at a time. Let FH deal with the apartment and don't worry about that. Have him call the furniture store to ask while he is home.

The dessert trays at your shower, if they can be done let the restaurant handle, if not then too bad!

As for you monthly friend, take 2 advils or excedrin. These usually work for me.

Get through the shower and then worry about the epics and your vacation. One thing at a time hun!

awwwwwwwwww. dont worry barb. right now things are a mess with all your house stuff. but soon it will be done. just keep breathing.

the other stuff, ASK FOR HELP!!! I am asking John to maybe drive me wednesday. but even if he doesnt, i plan on staying in queens that night. you need help?? we can do stuff!!

ask the girls from 09 and those who had showers for a bridal bingo thats already done!! no sense in re-inventing the wheel, ya kno!

dont worry chica!

and as for the clothes and epix and vacation...you have time.!!!! stress about that later.

for now, you need to (1) breath, (2) write a list of things that need to be done by SATURDAY-- not three weeks from now, (3) make sure your outfit is ready and you will look fabulous (of course!!!), and (4) take some PAMPRIN!!!!

i dont even want to go to my shower

im sick of everythign and every1 asking me to do shyt 'when will this be done?' 'what time cna u come' ' i need to know what time' ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i cant work on a schedule cuz im in 100000000000000000000 different places and NO ONE UNDERSTANDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i wan tto go work out but im beastly hairy. u think after i work out i wear my shorts... into the sauna and no1 will look right??

my shoes and dress and my spanx underwear are in the trunk of my car cuz of all the work thats being done here. watch them all be ruined.


i hope they are.. just so i can have more to complain about.

if you need just quiet time, can you go to your parents house? or is that impossible?

but seriously...if you need help, i can help you wednesday! i can ask FH to help out too!

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Posted by GiannisWifey

chin up doll.....things will get better!!!


tlel your mom to tell the greeks who called her and requested dessert trays to fk off.....

tell your worker hes not getting paid unless its done by Friday, which according to my calculations should be correct since he started saturday.

tell will to **** it up and stfu and wear what you tell him.....

and last but not least, WERE ALL GOING OUT ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! We will drink our sorrows away!!!

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amen

ill help you with your bingo cards if you want!!! just not tomorrow cuz ill be too busy frozen solid with a permanent fake smile on my face rolling around in the leaves for my epics lmaoooo

seriously barb, pes mou the erthw no problem at all

thank u so much. i think im guna sleep at the gym tonite

i cna go to my moms.. but she;ll just give me a headache and my dog gets boners everytime i pick him up..so im staying away form him for a while

janis. thanks! i think im going to do this while im at work during quiet time.

will says he jas somethign for john for his computer? ill bring it to u to give to him on wed.

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Posted by grkbarbie

and my dog gets boners everytime i pick him up..so im staying away form him for a while

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for some reason i have a vision of that dog from van wilder