ok, so maybe i'm not done with it all.... thanks (long)

ladies.... let me start off with a very big and very heart-felt THANK YOU.

thank you for putting up with me last night. thank you for the lovely fms offering to help me get through the next two weeks. thank you for the posts reminding me that i CAN handle a crisis. thank you for your loving and kind words. thank you for taking time out of your own life to help a 'sista' out.

i was a very good and obedient girl... i got off the computer, took a long hot shower, shaved my legs, put on warm fuzzy pjs, and went to bed earlier than i had in what felt like forever.

this morning, i thought about how i was feeling and about what REALLY was bothering me.

yes, my fh has pissed me off lately, but to be honest.... it's not something worth leaving him for. and i have calmly given him a piece of my mind. to which he bowed his head and accepted his responsibility. i guess, yesterday was the straw that broke the camel's back.

i was mad because i felt that no one cared. i was feeling pretty sorry for myself. my mother has been a pain in the a$$ during this entire process (and if i got into it... it would take a book), my bp isn't around to help (they're out of state), my job ***** and no one appreciates the work you do, and i was beat.

i know this is long, but i just wanted to make sure that i got the 'thank you's' out first.

i will take today off from doing 'wedding stuff', but i'm back and the 'show will go on'

again, thank you for putting up with me

lizbeth

eta: besides... i need to get working on reaching 1000 b4 my wedding day

Good luck!! I am sure you will have an amazing wedding day.

awww! I think we can all understand that! I was going through that same feeling not too long ago... we're all here for you!

AND I have a great website for your candy buffet that you'll probably love as much as I do... mrs nee just FM'd it to me...

www.oldtimecandy.com!

7.95 for shipping... no matter how much you order... and if the order is more than $200, it's FREE!

And they have the lollipops I was looking for!

Hang in there...we're here for you! Your wedding day - and the MARRIAGE - will all be worth it. And before you know it, you'll be honeymooning!

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Posted by sarahradio5

And before you know it, you'll be honeymooning!

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mmmm honeymoon suddenly i feel like homer simpson...

thanks for the website. i'll check it out

see? you are stronger and better than you were giving yourself credit for. hey, after the wedding, start a job search. i did just htat...got a nice raise AND awesoem benefits!

so glad you just took the time to relax and just unwind.

I am so glad that you are feeling better than last night!

Good luck hon!

I am glad you feel better. The few weeks before the wedding are killers.

I kept thinking 'honeymoon'.

I am so glad to hear that you are taking today off from doing 'wedding thing'. I think every one of us needs a break from all the planning and stress. Good for you and enjoy the day <-- it is amazing outside!

glad to hear you took a breather and spoke to FH!! Keep your head up....your almost there!!

Glad you are feeling better!