Playing the waiting game...

AAAAaaahhh! This is soooo nerve racking! I'm almost at 38 weeks, we're hoping he comes before New Year's, but it doesn't look that way. I am getting very nervous, anxious, and excited! I want him to come so we can see him and meet him, but scared, because it's another human life we're responsible for. Also, I'm scared of the being in the hospital part too, just having him. It's so many emotions all at once! I hope he's healthy, not too big, etc. I'm sure all you BTDT moms know what I'm talking about! I'm also really nervous about breastfeeding. I don't know why! So much pressure!!! All I can think is... 'I can't wait... yes I can... No I can't... yes I can!'

I'm at 34 weeks, so I still have some time, but not too much! I know exactly how you feel! I am so scared of the delivery and then having a whole new life to be responsible for!!! I'm sure it is perfectly natural though. Good luck and try to get some rest!