As I was putting some of my BM gifts together it finally hit me im getting married!!!! I am absolutely scared to death. Not of something going wrong, or not finishing my projects in time, but by the actual thought of marriage. It's almost like im haviig second thoughts. I want to marry him and I love him, but I just feel... I don't know. I think it has to do with the fact that im leaving my family for a couple of years to live abroad before coming back to NY. I am devestated by it as I feel i won't be part of my family anymore.
Ughhh, why does somethiig really happy make me feel sad?
Deedlebug126
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It's only natural. Its a BIG deal... I haven't lived home in years, but I still feel a little something, like im never going to be my parents little girl anymore. It's weird to think that Im going to be a 'family' with someone, other than my family, and that does scare me.
Awhite80
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Posted by Deedlebug126
It's only natural. Its a BIG deal... I haven't lived home in years, but I still feel a little something, like im never going to be my parents little girl anymore. It's weird to think that Im going to be a 'family' with someone, other than my family, and that does scare me.
this is exactly it. 'family' with someone else. It excites me yet. Leaving my family especially my dad is so sad. That is the only reason this wedding makes me unhappy.
msnora
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Exactly how I am feeling too! Its a huge deal because your life that you have had for all this time really won't be the same. It;s scary.
