PROUD!!!

mdawg Posted: Dec 01, 2007 01:29 AM

PROUD!!!

I SAID NO AND I MEANT IT!!! FOR LIKE THE FIRST TIME EVER!!!

Josh (the new boy) called me to hang out today... we had a really great time at Dave and Busters... we went back to his house... we cuddled up on the couch, and then we made our way to his bedroom... BUT I SAID NOOOOO

AND I ACTUALLY DIDNT DO IT!!!!! I'M SO PROUD I COULD BUST!

YAYYYY!!!

ETA: k so i re-read this post to myself, and i make myself sound like kind of a sIut.... lol. I'm really not,.. i just have a hard time saying no sometimes... i guess this time it was okay because the first time we did it it was GOD awful and i didnt want another experience like that...

i will say, the ONLY thing i miss about jordan is the sex. he was good at that.

Ann 52409 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 06:07 AM

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That is really great that you found the strength to say NO... When I read the top I thought Josh was your ex fiance.

ellyoxox Posted: Dec 01, 2007 08:40 AM

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good for you!

Summertimegal424 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 08:58 AM

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aw good for u!

CollBride09 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 09:17 AM

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good for you hun!

he gives me butterflies Posted: Dec 01, 2007 09:21 AM

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Good for you! Awesome start, keep it up!

LegoBride Posted: Dec 01, 2007 09:26 AM

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Good for you! Holding out always leads to great things

MrsDtoBe09 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 11:00 AM

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Not slutty at all to post about that. Yay for you!

dazies1011 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 03:17 PM

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Good for you Rissa!!!!

NYMetsBride Posted: Dec 01, 2007 04:41 PM

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Yay for you!!

tinadansr Posted: Dec 01, 2007 04:54 PM

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Good job mama!

xBrunette Posted: Dec 01, 2007 07:17 PM

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good for you.. and no that didnt sound slutty at all...

tye85 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 09:05 PM

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Good 4 u !!!

SOTHISISLOVE53109 Posted: Dec 01, 2007 09:35 PM

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Good for you!!!!!!..and I'm glad you feel good about it...besides we have instruments for ourselves that we can use when we are dealing with the men who can't handle us